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Fields

by Blurain

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1.
[Intro] I feel the sun just before it rains And I pick up my guitar I set up my microphone And sing right from the heart [Verse 1] Call me cynical, but the crowd is what I fear I’m supposed to be the nobody that you hesitate to cheer Just another pony who can’t understand the fame Point and laugh at me, but it’s my head that you should blame [Chorus] Well I ain't no Photo Finish Ain't no Songbird Serenade And I'm nowhere near Coloratura Got no Wonderbolts in my veins Just a guy who works a dead end job Tryna live until I'm done And I don't want to be Horse Famous I make music for fun [Verse 2, *Luck Rock*, Blurain] *Well just wait a moment See it from a different view Don’t you want hundreds of ponies Yelling back your lyrics to you?* *You could take the stage* I’d be to nervous to sing *Keep your fans engaged* I’d rather leave them to be You could- Thank you for trying to change my mind But let me just remind [Chorus] That I ain't no Photo Finish Ain't no Songbird Serenade And I'm nowhere near Coloratura Got no Wonderbolts in my veins Just a guy who works a dead end job Tryna live until I'm done And I don't want to be Horse Famous I make music for fun [Bridge] At the end of the day I really don’t care about it anyway I’m just another path on the map That you do or don’t take [Chorus] Well I ain't no Photo Finish Ain't no Songbird Serenade And I'm nowhere near Coloratura Got no Wonderbolts in my veins Just a guy who works a dead end job Tryna live until I'm done And I don't want to be Horse Famous I make music for fun [Outro] Oh, I make music for fun
2.
[Intro] “Golly!” [Verse 1] Wasted potential, is what I see around here There’s a whole bunch of power to be used Fragile old leaders, what we need is somepony new I think it’s time to show Equestria just what I can do [Chorus] It’s a power much greater Than anything you can imagine Everypony scratches it at surface level But they don’t understand what makes it special I’ll raise my hoof and plead to admit Friendship is power and I want it [Verse 2] Oh, it’s a perfect plan, to take over the school Send Twilight on a mission, she really is a fool All the magic is mine, all mine for the taking Back down students, it’s history in the making, yeah [Chorus] It’s a power much greater Than anything you can imagine Everypony scratches it at surface level But they don’t understand what makes it special I’ll raise my hoof and plead to admit Friendship is power and I want it “Go!” [Solo] [Chorus] It’s a power much greater Than anything you can imagine Everypony scratches it at surface level But they don’t understand what makes it special I’ll raise my hoof and plead to admit Friendship is power and I want it “Yeah!” [Outro, GeekBrony] “It’s a shame when your friend turns out to be your enemy…” “Can I get another drink?”
3.
Clearly 03:02
[Intro, Taku] “Creative differences. The band’s breaking up.” [Verse 1] You’re a stone in my shoe A lit match thrown on paper and gasoline I think you know it’s true A manipulating sadist, no inbetween “Come on!” [Verse 2] Hide your lies with deeds Flashing all your money just to keep me here And then you beg and plead You take me as a fool when all your words run sheer [Chorus] Clearly You don’t know the magic of friendship Oh, clearly You don’t know it at all “So keep on laughing motherfucker!” [Verse 3] So here’s your curtain call Taken from my stage with that trusty cane I’ll be down the hall With all my other friends who I don’t restrain [Chorus 2] Clearly You don’t know the magic of friendship Oh, clearly You don’t know it at all Clearly (Fuck off) You don’t know the magic of friendship (I’d rather bathe in lead) Oh, clearly (Fuck off) You don’t know it at all (I’m better off dead) “So get out of my life you bitch!” [Outro] “Fuck!”
4.
[Intro] I look up And see the shadow on the moon Sister You’re coming home soon [Verse 1] I’ve been counting days Off the calender in my head Your name leaves me with chills Every time it’s spoken, whispered, or read [Chorus] I look up And see the shadow on the moon Sister You’re coming home soon One thousand years Says the tale of Nightmare Moon Sister You’re coming home soon [Verse 2] I forgave you the moment You tried to take away the day Oh, I didn’t want to lose you You have to know I meant the best when I sent you away [Chorus] I look up And see the shadow on the moon Sister You’re coming home soon One thousand years Says the tale of Nightmare Moon Sister You’re coming home soon [Bridge] Luna Are you ready to come home? Luna [Outro] Oh yeah Woah
5.
[Intro] “Hey! I know I’m chaos but!” She gave me a chance when nopony believed me “Those eyes so soft and a soul so warm!” The magic of friendship bestowed upon me “Every day she’s on my mind!” Trying to impress and stay with her all the time “So I’ll stick with friendship for Fluttershy Cause without it I might just die [Verse 1] I’m just an animal off the leash A tornado in the valley But you somehow got to my heart A little bit of chaos and a quarter ahead Tried to start a war but all I got was a friend I never thought a chance would be given to me (given to me, given to me) [Chorus] I would tear up this world Just for you to stay another day Sit with tea while I change the world around me Best friends forever no matter the ups and downs You showed me a better me You’re undoubtedly the best pony [Verse 2] My minds always stuck on you Nobody else gets me like you do Your yellow wings carry my heart on a breeze A little bit of truth and a friendship was found You make me feel alive and want to stay in this town You saw what no-one else could that I could be me (I could be me, I could be me)
 [Chorus] I would tear up this world Just for you to stay another day Sit with tea while I change the world around me Best friends forever no matter the ups and downs You showed me a better me You’re undoubtedly the best pony [Solo] “Go” [Bridge] You say a lot of things, yet you don't make a sound I don't know how you didn't get lost in the crowd At this point I'd be broken if you left me behind You alone take up the back and front of my mind Fluttershy, you’re a blessing to me Without you I don’t know where I’d be So please know that I mean it I mean it when I say [Chorus] I would tear up this world Just for you to stay another day Sit with tea while I change the world around me Best friends forever no matter the ups and downs You showed me a better me You’re undoubtedly the best pony [Outro] I would tear up this world Just for you to stay another day Sit with tea while I change the world around me Best friends forever no matter the ups and downs You showed me a better me Oh yeah, you showed me a better me
6.
Guidance 01:15
(Instrumental w/ Vocalizations)
7.
Sleep Well 04:17
[Verse 1] I’ve long yearned for an answer to death And why good things must be taken away And I wonder when you took your final breath What ran through your head, I hope you didn’t feel betrayed [Pre-chorus] So here I am, can you hear me? [Chorus] Falling faster as we speak Sleep well Falling faster as we speak Sleep well Rest easy friend [Verse 2] Will you keep me in your thoughts In the place where you can rest forever You saw me through my worst and when I was distraught And yet you would follow me wherever, wherever [Pre-chorus] So here I am, can you hear me? [Chorus] Falling faster as we speak Sleep well Falling faster as we speak Sleep well Rest easy.. [Solo] [Outro] So now you’ve reached the skies I hope it’s beautiful Cause I will never see it myself I’m sorry I had to be the one To walk you to your grave
8.
False Heir 03:32
[Intro] “Go!” “Yeah, Oh!” [Verse 1] Strike out on your own See how far you get Claim the Crystal Throne Stay true to your bet And when all else fails Strike them at their core You think you’ll prevail Just know this is war [Chorus] Just a king without a crown A leader without a cause (Sombra) A hollow soul with no remorse Hiding under his facade (Sombra) [Post-Chorus] This is the end This is the end This is the end of you! [Verse 2] Show them all your might Battle to the death Say you’ll win this fight Take your final breath Ponies, you’re stronger The elements you harbor You will come out on top Believe me, believe! [Pre-Chorus] “Oh my god!” [Chorus] Just a king without a crown A leader without a cause (Sombra) A hollow soul with no remorse Hiding under his facade (Sombra) [Breakdown] This is the end, oh! Say goodnight Time has come Final fight Loathsome, Oh! “One more time!” [Final Chorus] Just a king without a crown A leader without a cause (Sombra) A hollow soul with no remorse Hiding under his facade (Sombra) Just a king without a crown A leader without a cause (Sombra) A hollow soul with no remorse Hiding under his facade (Sombra) [Outro] This is the end This is the end This is the end of you!
9.
[Verse 1] All I feel is shame and guilt Every night I lay with you And I want these feelings to end I want to be better again But when I’m here in the dark, I can’t help it [Verse 2] I saw you, needy, your eyes wanting more I clasp my hands and walk to the door Your soft little breaths My wandering head I don’t want you and I need you all at the same time [Verse 3] I cry out, out to the moon For I know it’s presence will darken this room She returns and knows I’m in pain But beckons me all the same The man in the mirror, well, he sure isn’t me [Verse 4] All I want I cannot have Just miserable feelings I can’t understand The sun marks a little escape But at night she comes back anyway Am I a slave to all that I cannot control?
10.
[Intro] “Yeah!’ [Verse 1] Wanna see how low my life goes? An intruder stays in the home Just one more sleepless night [Pre-Chorus] “Fuck!” “Go!” [Chorus] Can’t you see the tears? (Can’t you see the tears?) There’s nothing wrong with me You just refuse to see Can’t you feel my fear? (Can’t you feel my fear?) You might’ve hid the key But soon I’ll be free “Oh yeah!” [Breakdown] “Oh!” [Verse 2] Painting walls with all our vicious screams Climbing ladders knowing where they lead Staring helpless at the cycle [Pre-Chorus] “Oh my god!” “And again we go!” [Chorus] Can’t you see the tears? (Can’t you see the tears?) There’s nothing wrong with me You just refuse to see Can’t you feel my fear? (Can’t you feel my fear?) You might’ve hid the key But soon I’ll be free [Bridge, Blurain, *Seafoam*] *”I’ve been mad for fucking years”* “I swear your name is Delta Vee, cause you make me feel like Apogee.” I lost the battle and I’ve lost the war I can’t see you anymore [Chorus] Can’t you see the tears? (Can’t you see the tears?) There’s nothing wrong with me You just refuse to see Can’t you feel my fear? (Can’t you feel my fear?) You might’ve hid the key But soon I’ll be free [Outro] “Yeah, I’ll be free!”
11.
Reminders 05:25
[Intro] “1, 2, 3, Go!” [Verse 1] How many moons has it been Since I last saw your faces? I walk these halls alone I’m cold to the bone Walking in endless paces [Pre-Chorus] I don't know if I feel your presence Or if it's just my imagination Another night holding back tears I’m lost in self-conversation These chairs look like your gravestones Now I’m left on my own I hope you’re shining bright Across the unknown [Chorus] Falling apart Working through the pain of my heart You made your mark Working through the pain of my heart [Verse 2] I remember when I first arrived After all that time in Canterlot Friendship was a waste to me Wasn't long till I could see That everything I ever knew Would change before my eyes You were all so special That's something I could never deny [Pre-Chorus] I don't know if I feel your presence Or if it's just my imagination Another night holding back tears I’m lost in self-conversation These chairs look like your gravestones Now I’m left on my own I hope you’re shining bright Across the unknown [Chorus] Falling apart Working through the pain of my heart You made your mark Working through the pain of my heart [Breakdown] "Spike, take a letter." “Oh!” [Bridge] Everywhere I look I'm reminded of them The rainbow in the sky, the sparkle of the gem The birds singing their day song, the trees still standing strong The balloons all tied together, the memories altogether [Chorus] Falling apart Working through the pain of my heart You made your mark Working through the pain of my heart (Pain of my heart)
12.
[Verse 1] It was something I hadn't felt For a very long time The magic of friendship And I never wanted to let it go But good things have to end I know it’s hard to admit [Pre-Chorus] But we’ve come this far together We can last this long we can last forever Like a statue’s colors fade, but it’s shape remains I’ll stand with you like a tower tall You make your mark I’ll heed the call Cause I never should’ve left And now I’ll never say goodbye [Chorus] At the end I felt a tear escape my eye The last thing I wanna do Once at the end is start to cry [Post-Chorus] But I never would’ve made it back Without this family Without the sun or moon or all the ones Who brought us harmony It’s a journey I was absent for Until I came across the Dreamers Door And stepped upon this beautiful land again [Verse 2] All those bittersweet memories What a time that I hold close When I learned the magic of friendship I don’t know why I ran away But coming back was all worth it Even if it was unexpected [Pre-Chorus] But we’ve come this far together We can last this long we can last forever Like a statue’s colors fade, but it’s shape remains I’ll stand with you like a tower tall You make your mark I’ll heed the call Cause I never should’ve left And now I’ll never say goodbye [Chorus] At the end I felt a tear escape my eye The last thing I wanna do Once at the end is start to cry To cry [Post-Chorus] But I never would’ve made it back Without this family Without the sun or moon or all the ones Who brought us harmony It’s a journey I was absent for Until I came across the Dreamers Door And stepped upon this beautiful land again [Breakdown] “Friendship!” “Yeah!” "Let's go!" [Solo] [Final Chorus] At the end I felt a tear escape my eye The last thing I wanna do Once at the end is start to cry To cry [Post-Chorus] But I never would’ve made it back Without this family Without the sun or moon or all the ones Who brought us harmony It’s a journey I was absent for Until I came across the Dreamers Door And stepped upon this beautiful land again [Outro] “Again!”

about

Self Titled was a personal achievement. I truly felt like I had refined my sound on that record. The mixes just felt bolder, yet there was one last thing I wanted to refine. Bass. For the A New Era EP, Ponies and Powerchords, and the Self Titled album, the bass presented on those projects were all using a bass midi preset from Garageband called "Liverpool Bass." As I did not own a bass guitar at that point.

Fortunately, on my 18th birthday, I was given a beautiful 5 string wooden Ibanez Gio bass guitar. Unfortunately, three days after, we made the decision to put down our 12-year-old senior pug, Hank. I was devastated, and unable to process much over the next few weeks. The most I could do was record the song Sleep Well in dedication to his memory, and that was it for a while.

A while after Hank passed away, I was in Anchorage with some of my family, and we were looking for a place to chill for a bit and eat. We ended up at Abbot Loop Community Park. I saw a large sprawling field next to the playground and a little place where people sometimes hang out. I asked my grandmother, who was visiting us at the time, to take some photos of me standing in that field. While I was standing in that field, I felt a sense of escapism and relief. I felt every burden lift off of my shoulders when I stood in that field. The big ones being turning 18 and Hank passing away. I was later inspired to create an album called Fields.

As I do not have the experience behind this album like I did Ponies and Powerchords and Self Titled, I cannot tell you the emotions I feel about this album, for this is the first time people are going to hear it and react to it. I'm nervous because I really want the 6 months of pain I felt through the creation of this album to be worth something, and not just attached to a mediocre/poorly mixed project. I am not the voice of the people (ponies?) though, and I must stand tall with this album, for it is a gateway to my heart.

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released December 8, 2023

Vocals on Track 1 - Luck Rock
Voice on Track 2 - GeekBrony
Voice on Track 3 - Taku
Vocals and Lyrics on Track 5 - Thrack
Voice on Track 10 - Seafoam

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